Young buck pic

i live with the mic in my hand

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Triple loser video shoot! Styled by DEZ- the designer

So I forgot my moms 40th birthday would be coming! May 7th! No wonder I been feelin the way I been feeling these last couple of hours. 17 years since I last saw her! My great grandmother told me that once I realized that I would never see my mom again I asked at 6yo “doesn’t god have Angels? She replied: yes, I said, well why did he have to take my mom?” that same question resounds in my head at 23. She was murdered at 23 and I just turned 23 2 months ago. Last year I lost Gaga, my great grandmother so this year around on my moms bday is even more weird! Idk! I’m feeling those same feelings and confused emotions I felt at 6 years old! My guess is that some things you will never know until you take your last breath. I know I’m victorious and that God has favored my life so I’m good, just going thru my emotions tonight! The song that’s helpin me tonight is Jackson 5- never can say goodbye, not sure exactly who mj was singing about but that’s sooooo how I feel man. I mvr said goodbye to my mom b4 she died so i never can say goodbye to the one seems to be the love of my life, my mom! Be blessed y’all! Love on all ya loved ones while u can.